This woman came to me for a session and immediately I could feel the isolation. She did not have a good relationship with her family. She was trying to heal the relationships with some of them, but they did not feel like love bonds. She had not experienced much love in this life. So, she did not know how to express love to her own daughter.
The Akashic records she showed me in energy was of a series of past lives where she was not able to be a child. She went from childhood into very traumatic adult traumas that robbed her of her ability to tap into a childlike wonder. Life to her was pain. Life to her was trauma. Men represented pain. On some level, death was her only hope for escape from the pain. She was trafficked and pimped out and sold in many different ways in many lifetimes.
In her session, we got a sense of her complicated relationship with her family. Most of the family members were people in her past incarnations who caused her great suffering. They felt they owned her. The few relatives she was still connected to were also used and abused by the other family members. Her connection with them was that they were thrown together by being abused in similar ways in past lives and by the same people.
She and her daughter were both trafficked in a past lifetime together. They were strangers in that lifetime but became close through the dysfunction of having similar oppressors. This realization helped her understand her complicated relationship with her daughter in this present life.
Readers might like to experience the SFT taps for themselves …
Say each statement three times while tapping on the top of your head, a fourth time while tapping on your chest, and a fifth time while tapping on your abdomen.
We release trying to love the abuser; in all moments
We release staying connected to the abusers; in all moments
We release being a martyr for the family; in all moments
We release the anger; in all moments
We release being lost; in all moments
We release feeling lost; in all moments
We release the trauma of being trafficked; in all moments
We release the trauma of being used; in all moments
We release the despair; in all moments
We release being despondent; in all moments
We write joy into our soul contract; in all moments
We infuse love into our light emanation and sound frequency; in all moments