Some people just have a series of horrific experiences. It feels like they can’t get a break. It feels like they are cursed or that God is punishing them. This was the case with the woman in this private session. A lot of the imagery from her past lifetimes was dark. She felt that as well. She felt a heaviness to her experiences. It was a darkness that made her shudder.
There was a series of lifetimes spent in the squalor of the inner slums. From that lifetime, she moved up the ranks to a carriage driver. It was very prestigious in comparison. She was living such a great life in comparison until the carriage got robbed in the night and she was murdered. It left a futility in her. The belief was, “No matter how hard I try, something is going to destroy me”.
Another lifetime that came through in the session was her first lifetime on earth. She came here as a prisoner. Earth was used as a penal colony. She still felt like a prisoner on earth. She thought of God as the warden and the upper class as the prison guards. To remove these core issues was to free her from the shackles she was wearing.
These private sessions are similar to the debriefing people get between lifetimes. It came up in her understanding of herself that she wanted to know everything about an experience that she possibly could. She was making her lifetimes particularly hard so she could learn everything about the darkness. Understanding that she was making things hard on herself allowed us to change that intention.
Also, she asked about Rheumatoid arthritis. I immediately saw the lifetimes of her living in squalor and sleeping on the cold damp ground as contributing to the present conditions. Part of her energy was reliving the health issues of destitution in the present lifetime.
Readers might like to experience the SFT taps for themselves …
Say each statement three times while tapping on the top of your head, a fourth time while tapping on your chest, and a fifth time while tapping on your abdomen.
We release perceiving earth as a penal colony; in all moments
We release resenting earth; in all moments
We release feeling like a prisoner on earth; in all moments
We release being in solitary confinement; in all moments
We release confusing God as the prison warden; in all moments
We release confusing the upper class and prison guards; in all moments
We release wearing issues as shackles; in all moments
We remove all engrams and muscle memory of the lifetimes of squalor; in all moments
We remove all traumatic issues from our bone and skeletal system; in all moments
We rewrite our soul contract to experience joyful things; in all moments
We change our higher purpose to live and experience life in the light; in all moments